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loki's arms

domain of escapade 
the trickery of loki 
going under the pretense of a peaceful stream 
i hold ye in my arms
and close to my heart
you clung to me as i got breathless 
you suffocate me
you hurt me, my love. 

you plunge your knife into my chest further
the more i bled, the more you smile
my pain becomes your happiness
everything becomes grey and I lose my senses 
am i catastrophising again? 
alas, my greatest love
it hurts..
as the knife plunges even further into my bleeding chest 
i held my last breath as I scream inwards 
"i hope to see you in hell" 

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