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Child of Mine

When one glances upon the stars, Does one think of their magnificence— Or of their darkness? Wondering, Like a lonesome stranger, Yearning and reveling— How isolating. Dreaming of something That slips from one’s hands Light by light. What will my child see Gazing upon what has been found, What has been known? One can only know so much, And yet— His years fade away. But the stars don’t. And yet… They crawl away. Are they abandoning us? Hurry, my child. I build you in my image. I am your god— And yet I lie powerless, As I grieve. My loneliness is unspoken. O sweet child o’ mine, I plead with you— Chase the star. Be the wanderer That brings light and hope. For your knowledge Will forever be your legacy. Hurry, my child. The stars are getting away. As I lay— Older Feebler I bestow upon you My dream. Get on, My wandering child. For the stars do not wait. As I die, Carry a piece— For I have nothing else to bestow. I shall fade away.

The Demon’s Eyes

im tired - Labyrinth and Zendaya I thought I had it covered when I went to work — happy thoughts, happy deeds, happy steps. I thought I had it figured out — when I tried to walk out the door. “You’re so fucking weak.” A ringing in my ear, but I tried to let it go, put on my best clothes — to be productive, to be helpful, maybe to be happy. The demon was right there — eyes wide, dark as endless pits, no iris in sight, standing, staring, staring, staring. I froze. Then the demon was gone. What was that? What demon? What eyes? No one was there. I had a place to be. I quickened my pace, careful now — But then the sky turned dark. People around me froze and turned, their eyes wide, pupils blown, no iris — just emptiness. I froze and felt my bladder betray me, warm liquid flowing down my legs. Oh God, please, please, please — My best clothes ruined with urine. The world laughed. Suddenly I was on a stage, wet, soaked, smelling of ammonia. Dirty. Disgusting. Atro...